Well........I guess im not very popular. I havent gotten but one comment in the past two monthes I think. Anywho it doesnt matter. Well I guess its pretty cool that they voted for me to be band king but I do understand if other people were eligible it wouldnt have been so cool for me cause theres no way I would have gotten it if Travis or Matt or just the "popular" guys ran for it. I dont know I just feel cheated like its not a fair thing. I dont know when Im going to tell my rents about it. Probably never. Ill just go about doing my thing and never tell them cause they wouldnt care anyways. Well Im tired so im going back to sleep. TTYL. From the one and only,

Daniel Webster High School Band King '07

Chris

Haha *sigh* I dont even no why I have this anymore but I like talking about stuff. Well I think im finally over something that has been bothering me for almost three or four years now Im not sure how long it's been. I can finally say that it never was meant to be and that the only thing I knew was wrong. It sort of hurts for me to say that cause I dont ever want to give up on somebody I just feel in this case at this time its just over. I cant believe how blind I was to everything thats been going on. *sigh* Anywho were getting a new band director next year. I swear if I get pissed off one time im out of there. Theres no reason for me to stay I mean ill never be section leader people dont take me seriously and I annoy people.Nope im just tired of all those stuck up snobs and people who think there to good to talk to me and shit. I mean there are people in band that I havent ever talked to and i mean im a very nice person to a degree or two. Anyways I just dont know I really dont try to make people mad I usually apologize when I do and stuff. Besides its not like anybody appreciates what I do for them. Ive been through so much shit over the years for people and Ive done things for people that could have gotten me in alot of trouble. Does any one care that Im always there to talk ? Hell no they dont. People wonder why I annoy other people so much or act childish is because sometimes I just feel like no one care like no one even nows im here so I make people mad so that at least for a moment they rember who I am. I draw attention to myself. Is that how I want people to rember me no.Im such a loser its not even funny. Well until next time farwell and goodbye peace.